struggling
So, I guess since I have a livejournal, I should probably post on here huh? :-) I was just going to post a random post about not having something to say but then the thing I am about to talk about just came to mind. I have been crying off and on tonight for what seemed like an unknown reason at first and still pretty much does for the most part but something came to mind a few minutes ago which may have something to do with why I have been crying most of the night. The question came up in my mind, "Why did Jesus choose me?" All it seems that I ever do is mess up, forget this, don't do something I should have done, do something I shouldn't have done,etc. It just seems like I am always messing everything up for me and everyone else. So, I was asking Jesus the question why on earth did he ever choose me for. I haven't come to any conclusions yet and he hasn't told me anything more but that is one of the big questions I am dealing with and seeking answers, discernment, etc.
Another big question right now is whether or not I should go back on an antidepressant again. I have been thinking about it and talking to Jesus for the last three weeks and feel that it is basically my decision to make. I would like some discernment on this to though.
Let me know what you think ok?
Another big question right now is whether or not I should go back on an antidepressant again. I have been thinking about it and talking to Jesus for the last three weeks and feel that it is basically my decision to make. I would like some discernment on this to though.
Let me know what you think ok?