Happy 2009!
First off, stepharoony, thank you so much for the journal. I received it a couple of weeks ago, but I'm such a slacker that I haven't written anywhere to say so. I apologize for that, it's really kind of rude of me. =\ But thank you, it's awesome! =D
My New Year's Eve was lame. Autumn stayed with Mom per usual. So what did Kent and I do, being the party animals we are? Slept. We went to bed at 11 and totally slept through midnight. I was kind of bummed that we did, which is strange for me considering that I don't normally care. I just aggravated by always sitting at home and doing nothing. I think it tends to feed my depression, even though at times I get completely anxious over leaving home. I can't win, yo.
I'm working on a list of goals for myself. I hesitate to call them resolutions though, but I guess essentially that's what they are. I just feel like if I make a few big goals for the year, then give myself a few minor ones for the day, then I feel more accomplished thus feel better about myself. I've had this brewing for a while but lacked motivation. I'm horrible, lol! I have to fix this. Anyway, my big goals are-
♥ Take at least one picture of Autumn every day.
-This was something I wish now I had started the day she was born, but the idea didn't occur to me until recently. It just would have been nice to stick them in a flipbook and see how she's changed day to day. So I'm starting today. Right now, I have a photobucket set up for it. I considered a journal, but that's up in the air right now.
♥ Drink more water and/or non-soda beverage.
-I drink entirely too much Pepsi, flat out. It's so tasty, but I have to cut down on the reals. Ultimately I hope to cut myself down to two a day.
♥ Go outside more.
-Seriously. I stay indoors constantly. It's kind of ridiculous. Right now it's cold and that tends to put me off the outside thing, but I have no excuse when it's nice.
That's all I have so far. There's more I'd like to do, but a little bit at a time, yeah?
Hope everybody had a fantastic Christmas/whatever you may celebrate and New Year's.
My New Year's Eve was lame. Autumn stayed with Mom per usual. So what did Kent and I do, being the party animals we are? Slept. We went to bed at 11 and totally slept through midnight. I was kind of bummed that we did, which is strange for me considering that I don't normally care. I just aggravated by always sitting at home and doing nothing. I think it tends to feed my depression, even though at times I get completely anxious over leaving home. I can't win, yo.
I'm working on a list of goals for myself. I hesitate to call them resolutions though, but I guess essentially that's what they are. I just feel like if I make a few big goals for the year, then give myself a few minor ones for the day, then I feel more accomplished thus feel better about myself. I've had this brewing for a while but lacked motivation. I'm horrible, lol! I have to fix this. Anyway, my big goals are-
♥ Take at least one picture of Autumn every day.
-This was something I wish now I had started the day she was born, but the idea didn't occur to me until recently. It just would have been nice to stick them in a flipbook and see how she's changed day to day. So I'm starting today. Right now, I have a photobucket set up for it. I considered a journal, but that's up in the air right now.
♥ Drink more water and/or non-soda beverage.
-I drink entirely too much Pepsi, flat out. It's so tasty, but I have to cut down on the reals. Ultimately I hope to cut myself down to two a day.
♥ Go outside more.
-Seriously. I stay indoors constantly. It's kind of ridiculous. Right now it's cold and that tends to put me off the outside thing, but I have no excuse when it's nice.
That's all I have so far. There's more I'd like to do, but a little bit at a time, yeah?
Hope everybody had a fantastic Christmas/whatever you may celebrate and New Year's.