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Not much to do. I spent 3 hours looking at cameras today and came out feeling even more confused than I was before I started. One stores memory cards are cheaper but they're out of stock...the other is more expensive memory cards and the camera is more expensive...online, I can find it for 145 dollars...excluding shipping...it would still be less than before taxes at Sears. I just it to be a good camera, why buy one thats crappy and have to buy a new one in the future because the old one cant do what you want it to do. Work is becoming pressure...I started learning a new piece of equipment...I wanted to for a month...and as soon as I start, another gets trained as well...and another who is trying to beat me to any future jobs is proudly (joke) riding around, using that piece of equipment just beacuse he heard that I was being trained...scared? lol He's a good guy at heart but he's a playa....has a wife and still tries to get girls at work, and openly admits he hates his wife! then why'd ya marry the damn lady. I'm looking at Stefanis art page, it's cool. She did a great job with that picture, it's definately somethig you'd see in a nature magazine.
I knew what "burns like the cold" meant but today, I said that line to myself when I was taking laminate back and forths from building 3 to 4...my bones were chilled. I always considered hot and cold the same thing...except when it's dry and hot, you dry up and die...the cold, depending on the temp and WIND. The wind is the attitude in that fight. The only scary thing about the cold is freezing to death, seeing everything and not being able to move...hey, its possible.
I was inspired today to write...make or draw my almost addiction to hurting myself to feel. It's silly I know but I do it often...I'll make myself sick. I'm not sure if I feel it's punishment or what. I do believe in keeping things private...I guess I'm leaking by typing on here but you do something for attention, you deserve no attention...when its you and what you are, and thats how it is alone, thats how you know it's true, maybe not good or right but it's true.
I talked to this black guy in Sears while looking at digital cameras, he kind of reminded me of Robert at work. and the customer rep dude came back and the guy left while I turned to talk to the rep...he waved as he was in sight and vanished...I thought to myself "another friend from the afterlife saying hello that has no interaction with me in this lifetime" or something to that extent.
I tried talking to my manager, Mary, today...trying to talk about things others care about...it's not easy at all haha. but i try
I knew what "burns like the cold" meant but today, I said that line to myself when I was taking laminate back and forths from building 3 to 4...my bones were chilled. I always considered hot and cold the same thing...except when it's dry and hot, you dry up and die...the cold, depending on the temp and WIND. The wind is the attitude in that fight. The only scary thing about the cold is freezing to death, seeing everything and not being able to move...hey, its possible.
I was inspired today to write...make or draw my almost addiction to hurting myself to feel. It's silly I know but I do it often...I'll make myself sick. I'm not sure if I feel it's punishment or what. I do believe in keeping things private...I guess I'm leaking by typing on here but you do something for attention, you deserve no attention...when its you and what you are, and thats how it is alone, thats how you know it's true, maybe not good or right but it's true.
I talked to this black guy in Sears while looking at digital cameras, he kind of reminded me of Robert at work. and the customer rep dude came back and the guy left while I turned to talk to the rep...he waved as he was in sight and vanished...I thought to myself "another friend from the afterlife saying hello that has no interaction with me in this lifetime" or something to that extent.
I tried talking to my manager, Mary, today...trying to talk about things others care about...it's not easy at all haha. but i try