Damn
Today was not a bad day even though I thought it was sabatoged at the beginning (wow, not being pessimistic for once) I'll explain later if you want to know why...and considering you're the only one that reads this...oh say...every 2 months or so haha (only a joke) you can ask if you want to know.
I believe in God, or maybe it's just my inner me, I dont know. I can never be so sure but whatever it is, I acknowledge it. That's the keyword, acknowledge...I feel worship is good but only because it is my original birth stone...yet at the same time...your own personal teacher...who can set you up with a lesson to experience to learn anything. I don't believe God punishes normal people, it's a rarity I guess. Hurt is not neccesarily a bad thing, it can prolong your stanima for lots of things. Think of the many people who literally fall of their rocker because they didn't get enough attention from other people whichever day. But I don't like being alone all the time...just working around others is enough for me, I dont have to socialize or flirt. And people for the most part suck...good friends are rare...the friendship everlasting until death? That's gotta be a friend that's already your friend in the afterlife because thats damn near impossible.
but back to God or whatever listens.....when I'm in trouble or in need...That's where I'll turn, if I haven't gotten Stefani to help me (I love you) and see what happens. So far so good.
And did I mention I hate computers? I guess this is no different from writing in a journal except it's faster and ther eare more possibilities...and people can read it, oh well.
I believe in God, or maybe it's just my inner me, I dont know. I can never be so sure but whatever it is, I acknowledge it. That's the keyword, acknowledge...I feel worship is good but only because it is my original birth stone...yet at the same time...your own personal teacher...who can set you up with a lesson to experience to learn anything. I don't believe God punishes normal people, it's a rarity I guess. Hurt is not neccesarily a bad thing, it can prolong your stanima for lots of things. Think of the many people who literally fall of their rocker because they didn't get enough attention from other people whichever day. But I don't like being alone all the time...just working around others is enough for me, I dont have to socialize or flirt. And people for the most part suck...good friends are rare...the friendship everlasting until death? That's gotta be a friend that's already your friend in the afterlife because thats damn near impossible.
but back to God or whatever listens.....when I'm in trouble or in need...That's where I'll turn, if I haven't gotten Stefani to help me (I love you) and see what happens. So far so good.
And did I mention I hate computers? I guess this is no different from writing in a journal except it's faster and ther eare more possibilities...and people can read it, oh well.