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So I said I wasn't gonna update anymore, but...whatever.
I cannot believe what has happened. I think I'm still waiting for someone to go "just kidding" and see him at the next party. I feel like it was yesterday we were in web design and we were arguing over who was the best Vice President. He hugged me and said "it's okay that you're not as good as me". And we laughed. Our group project when the boys came to my house and we were laughing at the exact same computer monitor I am looking at right now. Though we weren't the greatest friends, it doesn't mean that it hurts any less. I remember that when we were at a party he always came up and hugged me and asked how I was. He was such an awesome person and it's truly not fair what happend. You will be missed Adam. And I know that I don't really know you, but to Rachel I would like to say that I am thinking and praying for you. And for anyone else...be strong and remember that we will all be together again one day.
I feel so cold hearted that I haven't cried that much. I think because it hasn't registered in my brain yet. I mean...he was my friend. I hugged him...talked to him. I know it will be coming soon and I don't know if I can handle it. All I know is that I'm so glad I have a great circle of friends. We will help each other get through this. I love you all..never forget that.
See you sometime in the future Adam.
I cannot believe what has happened. I think I'm still waiting for someone to go "just kidding" and see him at the next party. I feel like it was yesterday we were in web design and we were arguing over who was the best Vice President. He hugged me and said "it's okay that you're not as good as me". And we laughed. Our group project when the boys came to my house and we were laughing at the exact same computer monitor I am looking at right now. Though we weren't the greatest friends, it doesn't mean that it hurts any less. I remember that when we were at a party he always came up and hugged me and asked how I was. He was such an awesome person and it's truly not fair what happend. You will be missed Adam. And I know that I don't really know you, but to Rachel I would like to say that I am thinking and praying for you. And for anyone else...be strong and remember that we will all be together again one day.
I feel so cold hearted that I haven't cried that much. I think because it hasn't registered in my brain yet. I mean...he was my friend. I hugged him...talked to him. I know it will be coming soon and I don't know if I can handle it. All I know is that I'm so glad I have a great circle of friends. We will help each other get through this. I love you all..never forget that.
See you sometime in the future Adam.