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Okay, so how sick is it that I miss Jesse? And not in the way a friend misses a friend. That's sickening to me. I try to keep my distance and when I do he gets mad at me. So what am I supposed to do? Stop being his friend all together? I don't know what to do. I knew this was going to happen. I'm afraid to be alone with him or even close to him for that matter. There's no way I'm going to put myself through the agony that I went through, but it's getting really hard to stay away. This is so sick.
I did this over a year ago and I want to see what changed:
Bold the ones that relate to you.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I have tried marijuana.
09. I have seen at least one porn movie.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like & respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I: have an applebottom(women) or am packing(men).
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I am really smart.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother &/or one sister. 6 to be exact.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs(females) or face(males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails in the past.
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on an significant other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I’m popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal.
58. I don't hate people.
59. I am a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least ten years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds & the bees" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I would die for my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I like it.
98. I have dated a close friends ex.
99. I have cut myself before.
100. I am happy at this moment.
I did this over a year ago and I want to see what changed:
Bold the ones that relate to you.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I have tried marijuana.
09. I have seen at least one porn movie.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like & respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I: have an applebottom(women) or am packing(men).
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I am really smart.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother &/or one sister. 6 to be exact.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs(females) or face(males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails in the past.
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on an significant other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I’m popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal.
58. I don't hate people.
59. I am a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least ten years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds & the bees" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I would die for my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I like it.
98. I have dated a close friends ex.
99. I have cut myself before.
100. I am happy at this moment.