that particular time
This is a blog entry from one of my many blogs from last year. I just had to copy and paste it to remind myself... we'll get through it.
Tomorrow is going to be a coffee day.
9/13/2006
nothing school wise is going right. i have nothing to show for my running around today for the paper. tomorrow might get me two more sources, but i have a brief due tomorrow afternoon and nothing to show for it.
tonight at choir, i just wanted to sit there and cry, because every song was about how God is there and with His help, we will get through. but sometimes, i feel so alone. i feel so worthless. i feel like i'm doing the best i can, and it's just not good enough. sometimes it's hard to remember that He's in it with me. i just want to see a glimpse of the big picture sometimes, to see how feeling this way now will help me out later on.
i know that what i'm going through right now will help me be stronger, but is it to much to ask.. to not be so affected by it?
i'm going to sleep since nothing worked out today.
Tomorrow is going to be a coffee day.
9/13/2006
nothing school wise is going right. i have nothing to show for my running around today for the paper. tomorrow might get me two more sources, but i have a brief due tomorrow afternoon and nothing to show for it.
tonight at choir, i just wanted to sit there and cry, because every song was about how God is there and with His help, we will get through. but sometimes, i feel so alone. i feel so worthless. i feel like i'm doing the best i can, and it's just not good enough. sometimes it's hard to remember that He's in it with me. i just want to see a glimpse of the big picture sometimes, to see how feeling this way now will help me out later on.
i know that what i'm going through right now will help me be stronger, but is it to much to ask.. to not be so affected by it?
i'm going to sleep since nothing worked out today.