ambivalence
- I was not meant to speak two languages. I was meant to speak only English and j-speak. Definitely not Spanish.
- My carpel tunnel is back. I guess I should go see the doctor again.
- I need to let some people, ideals and thoughts go.
- The count is up to 60 on "That Particular Time"
- I get to start earning moneys again this week.
I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
And yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
And I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt