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Today was one of those days where it should have been a bad day, but i was determined to have a great one.
- i drop by the rhs at 7:20. discuss shirts with walter, he calls me the woman, and i'm off.
- 7:30 get to work, and do random things so i don't have to work when i'm supposed to be working
- 8-9:30 work - in process, screw up the copier during toner replacement. oops :) remember that i forgot my notebook, so grab some random paper to take notes on
- 9:30-9:53 wait for someone in SAI to come and get my pound cake for the bake sale.
- 10 - 11:30 class - look down every time Stokley looks at me. blush at the sex discussion
- 11:30 realize i forgot all my stuff at home/ go home.
- 11:30-12 eat, stalk on facebook
today at band i found out that stacey (ogle) quit tech. like... not in college anymore. i was so... disappointed. i can't imagine quitting college. i wish she would have told me. i just thought she was sick yesterday. i called her with the sectional times this afternoon, and she never called me back. how could you not go to college nowadays? she talked about marrying her fiancee and coming back to school. well, considering he doesn't go to school either, how are you going to pay for that? low education jobs make low pay. i know there is so much more to life than living paycheck to paycheck. even though i have bad days, i know i am not going to quit. i never want to quit. there's something more than this. every teacher says to look to the left and right of you and says "only one of you will make it." well, now there's only the person to the right and me. and i'm going to win. i also had to find a new ride to football games. adam's going to take care of me, if i remind him. i'm going to actually have to talk to other people in band now, so i guess i'm going to grow from this experience. my skin is a little bit thicker tonight. i've been feeling really determined the last couple of days. i think i found my school work ethic again.
in the afternoon, i finally officially declared my major. usually, i would have had a panic attack over such a situation. but i was so calm. it was eerie. i just walked into the journalism dept and said i needed to change my major. my teacher from this summer (who's my new advisor) told me i was on the right track. (woo) and that he was glad i had decided on journalism. from there i signed up for advising. i feel so at peace with my decision. it feels great to have a direction to head, and to have an actual advisor. it already says it on boss. i feel, so giddy. props to band for almost having my electives taken care of.
Current Academic Program:
Liberal Arts
Bachelor of Arts
Major: Journalism
those are the words i've been thinking about for years.
and blargh. audition music came out. it's not so hard, just when i'm supposed to be memorizing the Incredibles music too, and homework.. practice is not exactly fitting in.