this may be an entry for the girls

[stamps2oregon]

I hate being moody.
And I hate that when you're a girl and moody, everyone assumes that it's 'that time of the month'
and I hate even more when everyone is right.

It's terrible, I'm sad and depressed and down for at least two to three days every month. And I know that I'll be just fine in a few days, and that I'm just a little out of whack. But that really doesn't help.

Yesterday my roomate had a bag of popcorn, and I smelled it from down the hall, and I really wanted that damn popcorn....and when I came in the room there was only an empty bag of popcorn.

and I cried about it.

Really.

You would think that I could just tell myself 'hey, it's just popcorn...it's not a big deal, chill out'. But no. Nope. I was near tears at the bus stop because it was windy and rainy, and my umbrella blew inside out...not once, but three times.
And I also convince myself that I'm going to fail out of school, and suspect that everyone in my house secretly hates me.

I need to get a grip. And really, I just can't for at least another day or so.