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Basics
¤ 1) Name Maddie
¤ 2) Age 15
¤ 3) Country USA
Personality
¤ 4) From a first impression, what kind of person do you appear to be? Quiet! Very quiet. I do open up the more you get to know me, but honestly? If you don’t talk to me first, you’ll never hear a word come out of my mouth. People probably think I’m smart, because I’m always reading or doing homework.
¤ 5) How does that differ from the person you are? Well, I’m a lot more open around my friends! I can get pretty crazy sometimes. As for the reading part, I am a bookworm, but I’m not a genius! I have to work to get good grades, which is why I’m studying a lot.
¤ 6) What kind of person do you want to become, then? I want to be a more outgoing person! I want to actually talk to more people, so I can have more friends and all that stuff. I want to be somebody people feel comfortable leaning on-the kind of person who you never hear complain. A helpful optimist!
¤ 7) What, or who, is your inspiration in life? euphemia li brittaniaEr, I honestly don’t know! I’m trying lately to be the kind of person I want to be, and not try to be like someone else, or be how other people want me to be. I think loving myself is important, and once I accomplish that, then I’ll be a more appealing person! Some people won’t like me, still, but it’ll be easier to deal with because I’ll like myself.tl;dr
¤ 8) What are your major strong points? I am trying to be an optimistic person! There’s no point in living your life being all ‘ahhh everything sucks’. I don’t complain, a lot! I’m pretty good at helping other people with their problems.
¤ 9) What are your major weak points? I’m pretty greedy, sometimes. I’m confused-I want to be loved, but I’m scared to put myself out there, I want people to comfort me, but I never tell them anything is wrong, etc. I think, like… The possibility that they’ll think I’m just complaining outweighs how much better I’ll feel when they help me with my problems. That, and I’m so used to listening to other people’s issues that I don’t want to start complaining and change my role in their lives. Other flaws… Sometimes I get fed up with the human race. XD; I make weird assumptions, and I have problems voicing my emotions. I feel like I’ll be weird if I don’t go along with the crowd, and that made me lose some of my uniqueness. I don’t feel special, a lot of the time, or pretty. I have self esteem issues and beat myself up for random things. I have a tendency to feel sorry for myself. Notice how much longer the weak points section is, compared to the strong points? Yeah. XD
¤ 10) What makes you (^__^) =D? Baking, my friends, when people tell me they’re grateful that I did something for them, when people compliment me in general, cute animals, cute people, cute pairings, cute things in general! Um. I’m sure there are other things I’m forgetting, but. Oh! Dry humor.
¤ 11) What makes you (¤>__<) >:(? …Is that an angry face or a grossed out face or what? I never really figured it out. XD
¤ 12) What makes you (;__;) ;(? Er, lots of stuff, actually. When my friends are hurting and I can’t help them, when I set my hopes up too high and get them crushed, and when I see people who have been friends for a long time split up for… any reason. This last one probably makes me the saddest? I love my friends so much. ;__; I cry every time I watch the Fox and the Hound, even now, when I’m fifteen. XD
¤ 13) What is your general mood? Um, probably happy! There’s not a lot going on in my life to make me sad. I have bad days, of course, but for the most part I’m a bundle of joy and annoyingness. XD
Thoughts
¤ 14) Do you think taking a humans life can be justified? Mm, yeah! In certain circumstances. Like, if it would save one or more other lives? That’s okay.
¤ 15) What do you think of Love? Love seems nice! I’ve never felt it, probably, even though I’ve thought I was feeling it at times in the past. I’m anxious to fall in love, actually. XD But I’m only fifteen! I know these things come with time and someday I will meet an amazing boy/girl~
¤ 16) How do you view your life? My life is good! Sometimes crap happens and I wish I had a better life, but honestly, I’m a really lucky person. My friends, my family, I have access to food and water, I have a roof over my head… When you look at the situations other people even younger than me are in, things could be so so so so so so so much worse for me.
¤ 17) Do you "live" in the past, present or future? I think in the present, actually! Dwelling on the past is useless, since you can’t change anything about it. And the future intimidates me(I never want to leave high school XD)so I tend to be like… Out of sight, out of mind, you know?
Situations
¤ 18) Could you risk your life on a 15% chance of dying under unknown conditions if you would get really rich if you succeed? Oh, jeez, that’s a tough one. I think… Probably not? I have a strong will to live, and even if the chance is slim, I wouldn’t want to take the risk.
¤ 19) There’s war. Some people fight for their lives, some try to flee the field, some protect their family, some hide, some nurse the sick, some organize people, some steal, some try to stop the fights… Where are you? I would probably either be in hiding or nursing the sick because I don’t want to do any fighting! And I want to help people. So, nursing the sick? Although I am so squeamish. XD
¤ 20) If you had Mukuro's power to possess people, how would you use it? Mmmmm, I might not use it at all! I dunno, it doesn’t seem like something that would be that useful. XD
¤ 21) A smiling, white-haired man comes to your house, eats all of your marshmallows, and says he needs your powers in the Mafia to overthrow other Mafias. (You’re getting nicely paid and free ice-cream for a year!) dude, I don’t even know this guy. I’d tell him to get out of my house. XD
¤ 22) You find a wallet on the street. It contains a lot of money, a drivers license, and two condoms.If it has a driver’s license in it, I would return it to the person! I don’t want something like that on my conscience.
¤ 23) Your house is burning. A lot. You have no idea where the other occupants of the house are. Um, run out? I think if they got outside and I died because I was looking for them, they would be totally pissed at me. I would probably yell really really loud, so they heard me and woke up, and call the fire department.
Random
¤ 24) How do you eat your hotdogs? …Like everyone else eats their hot dogs? XD
¤ 25) What’s your theme song? Be OK, by Ingrid Michaelson. <3~
I just want to feel something today/Open me up and you will see/I’m a gallery of broken hearts/I’m beyond repair, let me be/And give me back my broken parts.
¤ 26) Tell us a character from another fandom that you identify yourself with? Oh, jeez, I’m in a lot of fandoms that not a lot of people are in! I can identify with Kate, from Red Garden, but that’s a pretty small fandom. Um, if I had to pick someone from a bigger fandom… Cecile, from Code Geass. I guess.
¤ 27) Give us a picture of, or describe your room It’s pink! It has lovely nice light pink walls, and lots of pictures of me and my friends tacked to the walls and my bulletin board. I have a walk-in closet.