geez. what's with all these updates...
so this is the latest I've been awake and actually awake in a while in seems. I feel out sync with everyone.
I feel like sleeping they feel like partying. jaleh is being weird. really weird. like jr high weird. trust me it's weird.
like when you felt like your best friends were dissing you for the cooler funner kids. the ones who were popular. that's how I feel right now. which is a shitty feeling. because I thought everyone I knew was past that stage. or something.
anyway. I just want to go to spain. I don't want to live here next year not even for a semester.this whole apt. thing is just too cool for me, and apparently I just don't know.
I wish people were just expected to live by themselves, I wish I could afford to live by myself. or with alyse. that would've been fun.
I hate being in the library when everyone else is out. actually I like not being out, but I just don't want to be inthe library and I don't want to go back to have to go get my clothes out of the dryer, all four loads and then fold them, and then I def. don't want to go to topeka this weekend, actually maybe I do. becaus eI don't want to be here and I don't want to take finals and I really really don't want to be happy, cant you tell?
I feel like sleeping they feel like partying. jaleh is being weird. really weird. like jr high weird. trust me it's weird.
like when you felt like your best friends were dissing you for the cooler funner kids. the ones who were popular. that's how I feel right now. which is a shitty feeling. because I thought everyone I knew was past that stage. or something.
anyway. I just want to go to spain. I don't want to live here next year not even for a semester.this whole apt. thing is just too cool for me, and apparently I just don't know.
I wish people were just expected to live by themselves, I wish I could afford to live by myself. or with alyse. that would've been fun.
I hate being in the library when everyone else is out. actually I like not being out, but I just don't want to be inthe library and I don't want to go back to have to go get my clothes out of the dryer, all four loads and then fold them, and then I def. don't want to go to topeka this weekend, actually maybe I do. becaus eI don't want to be here and I don't want to take finals and I really really don't want to be happy, cant you tell?