i hear thunder in the distance
I definately think it's getting ready to storm which is completely awesome because I love listening to it rain at night...and it's thundering. That reminds me, the other morning while I was showering, the electric went off and that might have possibly been the scariest thing to ever happen to me. The lights going out while I'm being showered with water...all soapy and everything. It's like, what do you do in that kind of situation? Go on with your business, showering like nothing happened...or stand still until the lights come back on? I think I just froze for a second, fortunately, the lights did come back on. But it was interesting, nonetheless. It's like finding a spider in the bathtub or on the shower wall while you're wet and naked. What are you supposed to do? Try and drown the poor little bug or smash it with the soap? I guess if you were lucky enough to have one of those disconnectable shower heads you could spray the spider with that and make it go down the drain but I do not have such luxuries, so I would probably just either use the soap or a bottle of shampoo to smash it.
Yesterday I worked 9 hours. Tomorrow I get paid. I had to use the last bit of money I had today to put into my gas tank...a whole 6 dollars. I'm seriously broke at the moment...so I'm really glad tomorrow is payday because I need it desperately. I'm thinking about working 2 jobs, if I get the opportunity. This summer I should try to save up my money as much as I can because once I start college, I won't be able to work as much...So I guess I'm trying to think ahead to the future and what's going to happen. Actually, today I went to the college and had my major changed to "undecided" and dropped one of my classes...so I'm good to go. 4 classes, easy enough. I'm pretty pumped about it, honestly. It better be nothing like high school or I will just have to shoot myself. I'm really looking forward to my Psych. class the most. I'm sure that will be interesting.
The thing about working 2 jobs though...I still want to have time to do things with people and I don't really like the thought of always being at work...that will suck. I mean, summertime means spending time doing things I want. Having fun. I don't know, I just need to think things through. If I could get a good schedule set up to where I only work one place on certain days and then other days of the week I could work somewhere else..that would be alright. I wish I didn't have to work at all. But I guess it does kind of give me something to do, too.
I need to get my stuff ready for the yardsale me and Jess might be having. We needs extra cash in our pockets, especially Jess. Since she's moving and everything...she could use some money right now. If I made enough to support my own self I would give her some but I haven't really even made enough to pay my car insurance lately so..we'll just have to see.
I think I'll leave you with this happy photo:
Hey lady
You got the love I need
Maybe
Or is that enough
Oh darlin darlin darlin...
walk awhile with me
Oooh you got so much
so much
so much