day tripper, yeah

[stalkingtime]

Stephanie wants me to come up and live with her in Morgantown, so I'm thinking about doing one year down here at WVUP and then transferring up to WVU...that way I won't have to stay in a dorm and Stephanie said she would look for a 2 bedroom apartment because the one she lives in now only has one bedroom. But I'm really considering it. It feels like I'm going to be in college forever, even though it will only be 4 years. I haven't even started yet. Oh well, you have to start somewhere. She showed me around the campus today...it is so huge! I would get so completely lost but I really think it would be an experience of a lifetime. I'm one of those people, if I have a chance to do something exciting even if I am scared, I do it...because honestly, you only live once. I need to be more free spirited. I can't remember who it was, but not too long ago, someone told me that I was the most free spirited person that they had ever met...they said I was someone like none other. That just really shocked me because I really don't think I am, or at least, I don't think I am ENOUGH free spirited. i love being able to make my own rules, live by my own standards, I don't want to have to be something someone wants me to be. I just want to be me. I love going anywhere I want to go, I want to travel more, I want to see more...I want to do more things.

I am exhausted. I slept on Stephanie's couch last night right beside her, I'm so glad she doesn't snore. It was so nice really. I feel so bad that she's up there all alone, she's on anti-depressants...she's gained a lot of weight.
But I may go back there next weekend. She started sewing to take up some time.

Tomorrow dad leaves for Chicago
Wednesday I get $400