improvement?
Life has been pretty fantastic. I've got a tan, I love summer, they're finally getting things done on the flood restoration, construction will be done at the end of this month, I got accepted into wccmt, and all that funky jazz. But why... WHY can't I be a nice girlfriend?? So my boyfriend didn't come out of the Perfect Farm. Everyone has flaws, other people learn to accept this. How come I can't? We keep arguing over silly things. He feels like I treat him like a child. Maybe I do. Then grow up. Tough love, baby.
But I don't want to be like that. I'll be the first to admit that I let my emotions control me. I can't help getting frustrated when things, in any aspect, aren't how I want them to be. If I was nicer and more easy-going maybe we wouldn't have as many silent nights.
One more month of working at my store. Then I won't have so much time to wonder. Being engaged with school work all the time for a year will be good on my forever-thinking-of-ways-to-self-improve brain.
But I don't want to be like that. I'll be the first to admit that I let my emotions control me. I can't help getting frustrated when things, in any aspect, aren't how I want them to be. If I was nicer and more easy-going maybe we wouldn't have as many silent nights.
One more month of working at my store. Then I won't have so much time to wonder. Being engaged with school work all the time for a year will be good on my forever-thinking-of-ways-to-self-improve brain.