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I've been feeling rather overwhellmed lately. I'm not really sure why. I think I've kept myself so busy that I'm getting tired now and I just need a rest. But resting makes me bored. And leaves me alone with my stupid thoughts and then I get upset. Dwelling on things is bad. So I have to keep busy. Hence, the circle.
I picked up some new hobbies eariler on in the year. Which I have yet to perfect, but got somewhere with them. And I made it a goal to get back in touch with old friends. Which I have done. So I'm accomplishing some things. Too much partying/hanging out + studying Japanese + planning multipul holiday things + making a dress/being creative + work = exhausted Jess. I'm not even in school! Do I have a right to complain about mental exhaustion when everyone else is writing exams and big uber papers, etc? Life in general just wares me out??
So about my dress. I just have to add the zipper and hem the bottom and then we're pretty much good to go. I fitted it to my size better and I'll get around to doing the zipper soon. But taking care of two best friends who recently broke up is time consuming. They were there for me through all my many break ups so it's only fair.
Only 12 days till Japan! It's so soon, and I've wanted to go since forever ago so it's still so sureal. Is it really happening? All the Japanese that I've studied since a couple years ago will finally have a use! Yes I don't feel like I'll be able to converse that well. Here's hoping I'll pick it up more once I'm actually there.
Hmm bed awaits me.
I picked up some new hobbies eariler on in the year. Which I have yet to perfect, but got somewhere with them. And I made it a goal to get back in touch with old friends. Which I have done. So I'm accomplishing some things. Too much partying/hanging out + studying Japanese + planning multipul holiday things + making a dress/being creative + work = exhausted Jess. I'm not even in school! Do I have a right to complain about mental exhaustion when everyone else is writing exams and big uber papers, etc? Life in general just wares me out??
So about my dress. I just have to add the zipper and hem the bottom and then we're pretty much good to go. I fitted it to my size better and I'll get around to doing the zipper soon. But taking care of two best friends who recently broke up is time consuming. They were there for me through all my many break ups so it's only fair.
Only 12 days till Japan! It's so soon, and I've wanted to go since forever ago so it's still so sureal. Is it really happening? All the Japanese that I've studied since a couple years ago will finally have a use! Yes I don't feel like I'll be able to converse that well. Here's hoping I'll pick it up more once I'm actually there.
Hmm bed awaits me.