My day just keeps getting better
So I wake up late, and speed to jessi's house. go to school
get into the band room and use a chair to get to locker like I normaly do then people complain....OMFG i just want to hit people sometimes. I think I need to take kickboxing I need a stress reliever bad, before something bad happens.
1st our was fine i had work due but could turn it in tomorrow(which is now done!), Then get to band and sit through sectionals for some ,music I dont have Yippi! Im so fed up with everything right now. I want to go to Land O lakes really badly It is soo peaceful there I want to get away from band people I feel like they all have pms..I swear if they didnt have it on the trip they have it now and all the anger is directed at me. anouther good thing((rolls eyes() Then get to Science I have an F and Im pissed then people tkae my stuff without asking , which makes me even more upset. then mrs. priddy plays dont worry be happy and the my eyes start to water. I dont know what to do anymore I feel like I should stop resisting and let them all win. Im tired of people telling me Im a bitch, or that im mean, or talk about me behind my back, be two-faced to me and just tired of them taking crap out on my. Someone was at their locker which was under mine and I asked her if she was done yet and she snapped at me, then she got back up from 3 other people and they all were on my case. I Politly asked her if she was done i didnt mean to sound as if I rushed her and I said so but she didnt take it that way. I think my favorite freshman said something to my section about me and Now they are all pissed at me. I just asked her what was wrong and why she was so rude to me, rolling eyes,dirty looks ect. and she went off the deep end. this was before finals. I want to be friends with these people, I dont know what else I can do, ive tried talking to them and they talk about me behind my back. Ive already had this happen and Im sick of it. why am I still in band if all this is causing me is stress and constant paranoia?
get into the band room and use a chair to get to locker like I normaly do then people complain....OMFG i just want to hit people sometimes. I think I need to take kickboxing I need a stress reliever bad, before something bad happens.
1st our was fine i had work due but could turn it in tomorrow(which is now done!), Then get to band and sit through sectionals for some ,music I dont have Yippi! Im so fed up with everything right now. I want to go to Land O lakes really badly It is soo peaceful there I want to get away from band people I feel like they all have pms..I swear if they didnt have it on the trip they have it now and all the anger is directed at me. anouther good thing((rolls eyes() Then get to Science I have an F and Im pissed then people tkae my stuff without asking , which makes me even more upset. then mrs. priddy plays dont worry be happy and the my eyes start to water. I dont know what to do anymore I feel like I should stop resisting and let them all win. Im tired of people telling me Im a bitch, or that im mean, or talk about me behind my back, be two-faced to me and just tired of them taking crap out on my. Someone was at their locker which was under mine and I asked her if she was done yet and she snapped at me, then she got back up from 3 other people and they all were on my case. I Politly asked her if she was done i didnt mean to sound as if I rushed her and I said so but she didnt take it that way. I think my favorite freshman said something to my section about me and Now they are all pissed at me. I just asked her what was wrong and why she was so rude to me, rolling eyes,dirty looks ect. and she went off the deep end. this was before finals. I want to be friends with these people, I dont know what else I can do, ive tried talking to them and they talk about me behind my back. Ive already had this happen and Im sick of it. why am I still in band if all this is causing me is stress and constant paranoia?