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It's been a rough few days. I broke down a few times today. I think alot of it comes from me keeping my feelings in and just bottling everything up inside. I've come to realize its not healthy for me. I now know I have a few friends there I can talk to and vent, but it's still feels weird opening up and talking to somebody about it. I've gone so long without talking about it I sometimes have a hard time putting things into words to express myself the way I want to. All I guess I'm trying to say is I'm trying.