Jun 25, 2005 12:09
ok well i haven't been on here in like for eva well i ended up not going to cali for summer which sucked beacuse i so wanted to go but oh well lifes goes on, and i haven't spent anytime with any of my friends or nikki i have been with my family because my aunt has been in and out of the houspital so i have been taking care of her and my grandma was here for like 3 weeks and she left on wends so life is ok i just need to chill out beace the close it gets to the 30th i'm stating to freak out and get all depressed beacuse that will be the 2 years since my cousin died and then on july 3 it will be a year since one of my frends died and he was my cousin boyfriend and it even harder on her since she is in jail since she cant be with us and we can't comfort her well like last week i went to her court date to see what see gets and no prison time for her so that great but we all miss her so much so hopefully she will be her by dec or january ok well enough about all that so later and love ya