Last But Not Least
SECTION 1
this is my final Livejournal guys-- Id like to say thank you to all of my dedicated readers---- especially the silent dedicated readers(the ones who dont comment) but for my last entry-- i would like every one to leave a comment on how they feel---plz (im sorry if this last entry isnt as great as the others--- i really dint think about this one very much)
i personally do not like to go to church--- i dont like to see people show off how righteous and close to god they are--- and i dont want some one to get up behind the pulpit and tell me what I believe--- i want to decide for myself my beliefs-- and this is why im quitting my Livejournal-- becuz u dont need me to tell you what to believe--- if u ever have a question about something or u wanna argue or anything-- IM me time2talknow777 ---- (i also dont want a book to tell me what i believe)
and i would like to take back all of the bad things i have said about church kids--- i have recently realized that about 10 percent of church kids give the rest of them a bad name--- I was only treated badly by a select few kids-- but i blamed it on the church as a whole--only becuz the ones who treated me bad were the youth groups "spiritual leaders"
SECTION 2
THIS IS UNLIKE THE STORY IT WAS WRITTEN TO BE
its when it feels like your life isnt how its supposed to be
i feel it rite now
y is this, u may ask
i think its becuz we have become something outside of our expectations-- we took an unexpected turn-- or we were influenced by something that we were once ignorant to--- but that doesnt really matter--- ppl change-- thats jus apart of life---but my question for u today is--- r u happy with who u r
if i asked u the question "if u cood change anything about urself- whut wood it be?" if u have an answer for that question then u obviosly think ur life cood and shood be better ----- life sucks and then u die(c'mon git over it)
this feels like this is not my life-- i wake up every morning thinkin that this all has been a dream-- and im still that short fat kid with no friends or talents-- guys every thing that you see before you will someday be a thing of the past--- do your best to find yourself-- and once you do-- embrace it-- show it-- dont worry about what others say-- those who matter dont mind and those who mind dont matter---
guys our lives were not written-- but sometimes it seems like my life isnt what it should be--- sometimes i feel out of place-- but that doesnt mean anything is wrong-- it is often a sign of growing up-- and thats something we should embrace--- dont let some one tell you that ur thoughts are wrong-- show them that you are correct-- defend your thoughts-- but dont be afraid of change though---yeild
dont worry about highschool-- in 3 years you will depart from your high school days and you wont see kids from school very often-- high school reputation doesnt matter-- dont do something for your reputation-- stand up for whut you believe in--- whutever it may be -- -- i personally think that drugs are stupid and they screw up your life and your mind-- but when someone else does drugs-- i dont stop them---- its their life-- and if they want to screw it up then its their business-- i dont mind others doing drugs-- i jus chose not to participate in it
SECTION 3
remember everything ive said about perspective--- sometimes if you want to understand where someone is coming from you have to see what they see-- walk in their shoes-- and see through their eyes--- Ex. you know how we think that Islam teaches killing pagans by strapping bombs to urself and blowing urself up in a crowd of ppl-- that is such bias media bull shit---- Islam encourages peace--- people in the middle east are told that the bible tells priest to molest little boys-- which isnt true either--- guys u have to think about the author-- the writer-- the speaker--- we all have bias--and we have to take that under consideration-- like in Japan no one knows that they bombed Pearl Harbor-- they edited the movie "Pearl Harbor" to make it seem like some other country did it and they took pearl harbors bombing out of their history books---- if you believe everything you are told then you probably shouldnt listen--- find things for yourself--- compare and contrast---and remember that truths can be stretched until they are lies-- "theyre blinding our hearts with their shining lies" guys those lies are shiny and thats why we cling to them-- dont become attached to anything-- when you are attached then it gives you a weakness
to close it out-- i would like to tell you that we are still young-- i want you to chase your dreams-- no matter how un realistic they may be--- at our age-- all we have is chasing our dreams-- and even if u fail-- its still high school-- all u have to do with failure--- is to learn from it--- no one can tell u that you didnt try-- and you wont kill yourself wondering what could have happened---when you are hurt--- it only makes you grow-- go out into the world--- do your best-- but strive for better-- make yourself
in this huge planet amidst a humongous universe--- we are so small and insignificant-- our existence means very lil--- very few of us will be remembered 50 years after our death---- so that wont matter--- live right now--- the present is all youve got--- you dont have the future yet and u might not ever have it--- live for the moment--and enjoy every minute of it
Id like to thank a few people who have inspired some of the writing that has gone into these journals
Tessa Saulnier
Ahmet Kara
Chris Payne
Brandon Mangan
Jake Wiggins
David Shreve
when all is said and done-- more is said than done
kick ass, take names
then tell me about it
comment --(dont jus say hey ur cool zac--- actually tell me how u feel about this)
-Stalker-
this is my final Livejournal guys-- Id like to say thank you to all of my dedicated readers---- especially the silent dedicated readers(the ones who dont comment) but for my last entry-- i would like every one to leave a comment on how they feel---plz (im sorry if this last entry isnt as great as the others--- i really dint think about this one very much)
i personally do not like to go to church--- i dont like to see people show off how righteous and close to god they are--- and i dont want some one to get up behind the pulpit and tell me what I believe--- i want to decide for myself my beliefs-- and this is why im quitting my Livejournal-- becuz u dont need me to tell you what to believe--- if u ever have a question about something or u wanna argue or anything-- IM me time2talknow777 ---- (i also dont want a book to tell me what i believe)
and i would like to take back all of the bad things i have said about church kids--- i have recently realized that about 10 percent of church kids give the rest of them a bad name--- I was only treated badly by a select few kids-- but i blamed it on the church as a whole--only becuz the ones who treated me bad were the youth groups "spiritual leaders"
SECTION 2
THIS IS UNLIKE THE STORY IT WAS WRITTEN TO BE
its when it feels like your life isnt how its supposed to be
i feel it rite now
y is this, u may ask
i think its becuz we have become something outside of our expectations-- we took an unexpected turn-- or we were influenced by something that we were once ignorant to--- but that doesnt really matter--- ppl change-- thats jus apart of life---but my question for u today is--- r u happy with who u r
if i asked u the question "if u cood change anything about urself- whut wood it be?" if u have an answer for that question then u obviosly think ur life cood and shood be better ----- life sucks and then u die(c'mon git over it)
this feels like this is not my life-- i wake up every morning thinkin that this all has been a dream-- and im still that short fat kid with no friends or talents-- guys every thing that you see before you will someday be a thing of the past--- do your best to find yourself-- and once you do-- embrace it-- show it-- dont worry about what others say-- those who matter dont mind and those who mind dont matter---
guys our lives were not written-- but sometimes it seems like my life isnt what it should be--- sometimes i feel out of place-- but that doesnt mean anything is wrong-- it is often a sign of growing up-- and thats something we should embrace--- dont let some one tell you that ur thoughts are wrong-- show them that you are correct-- defend your thoughts-- but dont be afraid of change though---yeild
dont worry about highschool-- in 3 years you will depart from your high school days and you wont see kids from school very often-- high school reputation doesnt matter-- dont do something for your reputation-- stand up for whut you believe in--- whutever it may be -- -- i personally think that drugs are stupid and they screw up your life and your mind-- but when someone else does drugs-- i dont stop them---- its their life-- and if they want to screw it up then its their business-- i dont mind others doing drugs-- i jus chose not to participate in it
SECTION 3
remember everything ive said about perspective--- sometimes if you want to understand where someone is coming from you have to see what they see-- walk in their shoes-- and see through their eyes--- Ex. you know how we think that Islam teaches killing pagans by strapping bombs to urself and blowing urself up in a crowd of ppl-- that is such bias media bull shit---- Islam encourages peace--- people in the middle east are told that the bible tells priest to molest little boys-- which isnt true either--- guys u have to think about the author-- the writer-- the speaker--- we all have bias--and we have to take that under consideration-- like in Japan no one knows that they bombed Pearl Harbor-- they edited the movie "Pearl Harbor" to make it seem like some other country did it and they took pearl harbors bombing out of their history books---- if you believe everything you are told then you probably shouldnt listen--- find things for yourself--- compare and contrast---and remember that truths can be stretched until they are lies-- "theyre blinding our hearts with their shining lies" guys those lies are shiny and thats why we cling to them-- dont become attached to anything-- when you are attached then it gives you a weakness
to close it out-- i would like to tell you that we are still young-- i want you to chase your dreams-- no matter how un realistic they may be--- at our age-- all we have is chasing our dreams-- and even if u fail-- its still high school-- all u have to do with failure--- is to learn from it--- no one can tell u that you didnt try-- and you wont kill yourself wondering what could have happened---when you are hurt--- it only makes you grow-- go out into the world--- do your best-- but strive for better-- make yourself
in this huge planet amidst a humongous universe--- we are so small and insignificant-- our existence means very lil--- very few of us will be remembered 50 years after our death---- so that wont matter--- live right now--- the present is all youve got--- you dont have the future yet and u might not ever have it--- live for the moment--and enjoy every minute of it
Id like to thank a few people who have inspired some of the writing that has gone into these journals
Tessa Saulnier
Ahmet Kara
Chris Payne
Brandon Mangan
Jake Wiggins
David Shreve
when all is said and done-- more is said than done
kick ass, take names
then tell me about it
comment --(dont jus say hey ur cool zac--- actually tell me how u feel about this)
-Stalker-