Love me like Im dying.
Yes yes. I have a lovely life. No no, I do not. lol. Anyways, Todd and I have fought alot the past 2 days and it sucks dick, he said he's just really mad cause he misses me and misses having some body to hold at night and so I said you want to go find some one else todd, go ahead.... And he said no I dont want to find some one else.. I dont want to be alone any more at night.. every night.. but I only want you.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaate this so much I would give anything I have to just be there with him now.. And I can't and he wants me there so much and I just can't be there.. and I hate it so much. My dad gets so mad when ever I ask to go see Todd.. Even if Todd pays for it he gets all pissed and yells and shit and tells me all he tries to do is make me happy. I hate how he tries to just be 100% involved in my life 17 years after not being involved at all. That really pisses me off.
I miss Todd. So much I just want to run to him and have him hold me and make everything better.
I'm so Pissed and Im tired but I wont be able to sleep for another like 4 hours.. But im going to try anyways.
Bye.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaate this so much I would give anything I have to just be there with him now.. And I can't and he wants me there so much and I just can't be there.. and I hate it so much. My dad gets so mad when ever I ask to go see Todd.. Even if Todd pays for it he gets all pissed and yells and shit and tells me all he tries to do is make me happy. I hate how he tries to just be 100% involved in my life 17 years after not being involved at all. That really pisses me off.
I miss Todd. So much I just want to run to him and have him hold me and make everything better.
I'm so Pissed and Im tired but I wont be able to sleep for another like 4 hours.. But im going to try anyways.
Bye.