ugh

[staleyg]

so i emailed the guy about my stage fright and he responded with "just post about your kid's latest word acquisition" or something like that. so i did. and now i feel like it sucks and i wanna change it or just post something else, but then yk since they are paying me i just can't post at will. and then since i am sort of taking it over midstream

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[owlsamantha]

Would it help if you wrote as if no one was reading it? Or how about if just your good friends were reading it?
As for the OCD tendancies, have you ever tried to get to the root of your anxiety? I'm just curious because I know that the past couple of years of therapy have really helped. I know how hard it is to live with OCD like behaviors and it seems a shame that anyone should have to :-(

[kalimama]

Funny you should write this, I felt the same way last night after I e-mailed that piece to you. I almost e-mailed you and told you nevermind, but decided that if it really did suck, you'd just leave it out.

You, however, are good. Just go for it, and it will develop into it's own thing in time.