repetition.............
Everyday I wake up I brush my teeth have a shower and go to school. After school I go to work or go home and sit on the computer, this life of mine is boring I need to do different things be someone different. I know that my days will be repetified ( if that is a word ) and I will go to work, go to school, go to sleep, maybe eat some food. I am sick of this I have no one to blame but myself, no one but myself. Everday I feel like everyone is on my case, can't do anything right and that I am the one that always gets blamed for every fucking thing around me, I don't like myself and I don't know if I ever will, it just seems that I am right cause most of the time people do single me out and I do get blamed for lots things. what did I too? why am I always the one that is the bad guy? it seems that no matter what I do, if I am quiet or I am loud I am the bad guy it's not fair and I wish things would change.