13 no light, no light
tell me what you want me to say.
kibum was dating the prettiest girl of them all. fair skin, round eyes, full lips. bright and bubbly, curious and mischevious. she was a bit too selfless, if you asked him, but she was perfect nonetheless. he wouldn't change a single thing from her. not if you asked him back then.
things weren't so pretty underneath.
it was their fourth month of dating. taeyeon was fidgeting too much, and kibum had always been rudely perceptive.
"what's wrong?" he asked her, squeezing her fingers between his own. her hands were tiny, and her fingers too chubby, but kibum loved how soft and graceful they were. taeyeon let out a sigh, and tried to gather her thoughts.
"we've been dating for four months," she started, looking right into his eyes. kibum stopped breathing, and willed his heartbeat to pound quieter, afraid he would miss taeyeon's words. "i want you to make me yours."
kibum let the words sink deep into the hazy ocean of his mind. he exhaled, and smiled lovingly at her. her face didn't change at all, the fear never left her eyes.
"there's something i have to tell you first though. i-" she inhaled deeply, and kibum felt tiny knots forming inside of him. "i've been hiding from you all this time."
it was childish, but after taeyeon's worried tone, he did no longer want to know.
"i don't know what that means, but can it wait til we get to my apartament?"
taeyeon frowned briefly, sighed almost relieved and nodded, planting a nervous smile in her pretty lips.
that night, kibum met taemin.
kibum didn't freak out. he didn't yell, didn't call taemin names. instead, he fucked taemin hard into the mattress and the bathroom's wall.
will continue working with this storyline. i realized there's too much of this in my mind to be light-worded woop.
kibum was dating the prettiest girl of them all. fair skin, round eyes, full lips. bright and bubbly, curious and mischevious. she was a bit too selfless, if you asked him, but she was perfect nonetheless. he wouldn't change a single thing from her. not if you asked him back then.
things weren't so pretty underneath.
it was their fourth month of dating. taeyeon was fidgeting too much, and kibum had always been rudely perceptive.
"what's wrong?" he asked her, squeezing her fingers between his own. her hands were tiny, and her fingers too chubby, but kibum loved how soft and graceful they were. taeyeon let out a sigh, and tried to gather her thoughts.
"we've been dating for four months," she started, looking right into his eyes. kibum stopped breathing, and willed his heartbeat to pound quieter, afraid he would miss taeyeon's words. "i want you to make me yours."
kibum let the words sink deep into the hazy ocean of his mind. he exhaled, and smiled lovingly at her. her face didn't change at all, the fear never left her eyes.
"there's something i have to tell you first though. i-" she inhaled deeply, and kibum felt tiny knots forming inside of him. "i've been hiding from you all this time."
it was childish, but after taeyeon's worried tone, he did no longer want to know.
"i don't know what that means, but can it wait til we get to my apartament?"
taeyeon frowned briefly, sighed almost relieved and nodded, planting a nervous smile in her pretty lips.
that night, kibum met taemin.
kibum didn't freak out. he didn't yell, didn't call taemin names. instead, he fucked taemin hard into the mattress and the bathroom's wall.
will continue working with this storyline. i realized there's too much of this in my mind to be light-worded woop.