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Tonight I had a slight breakdown period in which I realized that everyone's gone.
I almost said "isn't Ross home" to my mom, and actually realized for the first time that he's not just at a friends house or on vacation, but that I'm not going to see him until the end of December.
Then Lindsey left for France, and I never really even said goodbye to her. Won't be seeing her until December either, and I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Now basically all my senior friends have mosied on off to college and everything feels so lonely and different.
I hate saying goodbye and I hate people leaving, and in the last couple weeks, I've had to do way too much of it.
I almost said "isn't Ross home" to my mom, and actually realized for the first time that he's not just at a friends house or on vacation, but that I'm not going to see him until the end of December.
Then Lindsey left for France, and I never really even said goodbye to her. Won't be seeing her until December either, and I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Now basically all my senior friends have mosied on off to college and everything feels so lonely and different.
I hate saying goodbye and I hate people leaving, and in the last couple weeks, I've had to do way too much of it.