no motivation
I have no motivation and no drive to go to work. I am on the edge of a meltdown bwcause people expect things from me that I am unwilling to put any effort into as of right now, and I want to say (quite pointedly) to them that they want these things so they can document my job and easily train the new person, not because they are curious of my tasks.
4 days til vacation and we are stoked. We spent friday night in with a bottle of wine and the laptop, chris cooked and we mapped out our trip at the dining room table. Its pretty nice- the most time will be spent in obx - and we just have to get to baltimore by friday afternoon. For G Love!! What a great way to end our vacation!!
So I learned how to ride the quad on saturday. I am quite proud of myself- I was having a lot of trouble at the beginning. But with chris teaching me in the way that he does, I was able to get it. He went riding yesterday too- good for him! He needed a day to rip with the boys after spending a day teaching me. I went to the beach with scuba instead- got some color and then played lazy all night.
There are plenty of positions I am applying for: all pay over 65k a year and all are management. Go me! Most are at larger companies too. Unilever, GE, so I hope my chances are good. And give us insurance until we are married.
4 days til vacation and we are stoked. We spent friday night in with a bottle of wine and the laptop, chris cooked and we mapped out our trip at the dining room table. Its pretty nice- the most time will be spent in obx - and we just have to get to baltimore by friday afternoon. For G Love!! What a great way to end our vacation!!
So I learned how to ride the quad on saturday. I am quite proud of myself- I was having a lot of trouble at the beginning. But with chris teaching me in the way that he does, I was able to get it. He went riding yesterday too- good for him! He needed a day to rip with the boys after spending a day teaching me. I went to the beach with scuba instead- got some color and then played lazy all night.
There are plenty of positions I am applying for: all pay over 65k a year and all are management. Go me! Most are at larger companies too. Unilever, GE, so I hope my chances are good. And give us insurance until we are married.