please forgive what i have done
Cause it hurts to discover one's worse and one's better
To suffer or cause others to
And you can live by your conscience
Now guilt is a concept
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Oh how I hope my singing pleases you
Cause this is not who I've become
But what you made me into
And your pills make me dizzy
Forgetting my body
I watch as it walks away
And I just keep drinking the poison
And smoking the cartons
a pack and a half a day
So when time comes to claim me
My friends and my family will gather around my grave
And they'll believe that they knew me and loved me and missed me
And all call me by my name
So imagine what you want
And then hold on to that thought
Cause that's as close as it will ever come
and believe you're where you are
just keep acting out the part
but at the end of the day the trees all get wheeled away
and you'll be standing alone in a blank blank space
To suffer or cause others to
And you can live by your conscience
Now guilt is a concept
You're no longer subscribing to
Oh how I hope my singing pleases you
Cause this is not who I've become
But what you made me into
And your pills make me dizzy
Forgetting my body
I watch as it walks away
And I just keep drinking the poison
And smoking the cartons
a pack and a half a day
So when time comes to claim me
My friends and my family will gather around my grave
And they'll believe that they knew me and loved me and missed me
And all call me by my name
So imagine what you want
And then hold on to that thought
Cause that's as close as it will ever come
and believe you're where you are
just keep acting out the part
but at the end of the day the trees all get wheeled away
and you'll be standing alone in a blank blank space