Riddle me this.
I get sick of the world sometimes.
I wish everything would stop for just a little bit so I could catch up with everything.
So I can get some fucking rest without stressing for one second.
I'm so sick of money. If I get one more overdraft fee I will fucking DIE.
Why am I not as motivated enough as those people who work so hard and see great rewards?
WHY am I not working as hard at school as I should be.
Why am I more worried about meeting girls.
SO not as important.
I live day by day and I hate it.
I never make a move towards my priorities.
I like who I am most of the time. But I find myself wishing I was someone else a lot, too.
What a horrible week.
If this is how life is going to be till i'm older then don't sign me up.
I want to be happy, and wake up every day fucking grinning from ear to ear.
I know us americans have it easier than a lot of the world, but I feel like i'm struggling.
No i'm not starving, and yes I have a roof over my head.
But there's so much pressure put into us.
Go to school, succeed, make money, spend money. I know I have a pretty nice timeline of like 80 years (granted i live that long) to accomplish all this. But why can't I just fucking be happy now?
why can't I just do what I want?!
This post is annoying me with how pathetic it is.
What does it take to make a person great?