Jul 07, 2009 07:54
Wow, it's been a while... I'm currently single, and find that to be very good. I have plans to go back to school next year since I missed every single deadline that would get me there this August, but oh well, keep moving forward! I'm trying to help my mom and dad find houses. they both want new houses, but apparently think they fall from the sky...right. I still haven't found a job, which leads me to believe that I must have a blemish on my permanent record somewhere...how do you find these things out? Who am I talking to, I don't even think anyone on my friend's list gets on here anymore. But anywho, I need to check up on that. I think I may have a weird crush on a longtime friend. I'm pretty much ignoring any feelings for men these days since I don't want anything to keep me from going back to school. So yeah, I'm celebate, and it's just grand! There is this guy Josh who's knocking on the doors, but I think I've pretty much figured him out after a single phone call, and that isn't good. Oh well. Hmm, I hate starting these things with so much to say, but only end up wanting to stop. I'm gonna push through it though, I can do it! Ok, no I can't...it's like 8am, and I've been up since 4am...after like what had to be 3-4 hours of sleep...I have too much shit to do today, so I can't go back to sleep now...I have kitchens to clean, memorials to watch, and joy riding to do if it doesn't rain that is... I know I'm late, but how crazy was 2 weeks ago? I swear a chunk of my childhood was deleted in a single week...still quite shocking. Well, I do need to get my day started... i love myself, and I hope I always do!