laxidazio
i think that's how you spell it... for all i know mrs. mack made the shit up back in 5th grade, no one else has used that word since.. anywho, life is pretty much being life right now. i'm had 4 friends lose their mom's in the past 2 weeks, so that has really pust some shit in perspective for me. so yeah, it's been hard. josh and i are doing fine though. we went bowling with 2 of my other friends last wed, and it was awesome. he cheated, don't know how, but he did. he's really cool, and i'm glad i met him. last night i was nursing a hurting face and watching the AVN awards on showtime. my friend amy calls me up at like 1 and pretty much begs me to go with her to this bar down the street. i , after hearing jenna jameson say she's never spreading her legs again, reluctantly put on some clothes and went. we get there and a guy gets me a drink because he loves my shirt. it was a black and gold charmuse tunic, and showed no cleavage, so i guess i am hot. we were laughing at the old people dancing, and just chillin when we noticed some old high school friends hanging about. 2 i've known since kindergarten, but haven't seen since like maybe 2-5 years ago. well we ended up hooking up with them and hanging out til like 7 in the morning. it was a great time, and i don't think i've ever laughed so hard. we left, i came home and slept til like 5ish. waking up every now and then to people calling and stopping the house. my mom and i finished the day by dinner at cracker barrell, shopping at t.j max, khols, payless, rackroom shoes, and walmart. tomorrow we're suppose to go to ross and cato's, and possibly hunt down a dressbarn somehwere. i have a week stacked full of shit this go round... jury duty monday, job interview tuesday, date night wed, may be getting a job tues, so possibly working wed and tues, and well on out, baby shower saturday, and sometime during all of that i have to find time to build my garden and finish repairing the bathroom. oh, and somewhere in there i need to invest in a new blowdryer and contact lenses. i keep trying to build up the nerve to buy colored contacts, but i really don't know...i just need to flippin see, lol.