Sick

[stainedfire]

Hey everyone im sick again what else is new right. I dont know what this is but it is like every time i start to feel better i get sick again. The doctor said it was just a cold or flu but even he didnt seem so sure of himself so who knows. Plus how can you trust what he is saying when he then turns around gives you like three tests draws blood and the gives you a shot ya i feel healthy now. whatev though ill get over it and even if i dont you all know that i will just live with it untill it goes away or becomes part of life. The only part about the whole thing that really bugs me is i cant sign because it is my throat and it hurts so bad. Oh well life is tough so i wear a helmt. Plus last night made me feel better when at about quarter to ten my phone rang and well i got a good call and it made my night and helped me get through today. Plus you would think that this rain has me depressed when on the contray it has me happyer becasue now there is somethin sexy about the rain. i wish i wasnt sick so i could just go out there and let it kiss my skin.
Moving on my mom just changed her mind again, first she said we werent going to leave hollis brookline then we might then we werent and now we might agian, but please everyone stay calm i dont think she will fallow through.
UMMM what else oh im trying out for all state Jazz choir they are trying to get me to do regular all state too but idk im more of a jazz baby, little jazz baby thats me.
Homecoming is the 23 im excited semiformal so i guess ill get all dressed up idk maybe ill just wear a suit for kicks and so i can dance more freely.
Well that is about all for now when i have more ill write more
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