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i haven't used this in forever. but i am so depressed lately i just need to get these thoughts off of my mind.
i have no real friends. everyone here are just "surface" friends. no one i could confide in. i haven't had a confidant in years and i need one. its just that i feel no one can understand what i'm going through't be truly honest with anyone. life is hard and bad things happen for a reason, i just don't know why they happen to me yet. inside i scream but the outside i just plain old funy dj. i hate being funny. i feel like i have to be this funny guy all the time or no one will like me. there realy is 2 different djs. one that all you guys see and one that no one knows about.i hate it. i should stop typing i am just depressed.
i have no real friends. everyone here are just "surface" friends. no one i could confide in. i haven't had a confidant in years and i need one. its just that i feel no one can understand what i'm going through't be truly honest with anyone. life is hard and bad things happen for a reason, i just don't know why they happen to me yet. inside i scream but the outside i just plain old funy dj. i hate being funny. i feel like i have to be this funny guy all the time or no one will like me. there realy is 2 different djs. one that all you guys see and one that no one knows about.i hate it. i should stop typing i am just depressed.