What a piece of crap I've become
I can't help but feel totally fucking worthless. I've been a part of many groups of friends and whatnot, but I've always felt like I never belonged. I don't know if it's that I don't feel I deserve it or if I don't actually fit in.... All I know is I'm fucking sick of feeling like I'm on the outside of an inside joke.
I thought the medicaiton would take the edge off the depression, but 4 days in and I still feel like a worthless piece of shit. Although that might be a new found grip on reality confirming an age old belief.
I pray this is all over soon, one way or another.
I thought the medicaiton would take the edge off the depression, but 4 days in and I still feel like a worthless piece of shit. Although that might be a new found grip on reality confirming an age old belief.
I pray this is all over soon, one way or another.