(no subject)
ahhhhh!!!
just got back from like the ultimately best vacation ever... i think this year was def ebtter than last year!!! I'm like so depressed to be back though.... it all just seems like some far away dream instead of reality! and its so cold here... in florida it was NOT cold! ill def post pictures soon... the ones that im starin at right now as i like cry my ass off! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Mother n I got in a huge fight at the airport in florida... i spent an hour n a half on the bathroom floor crying... suprisingly, it was daddy who came to the rescue with sprite n twizzlers n odd things to make me smile... i dont think I've ever had an actual full out conversation with my Dad about boys n stuff until today... I think I'm turning in to a Daddy's girl!
Key Largo was so fun to just get my mind off everything n relax n not think about the realities of life, school, stress etc... last night though after being reminded of some things i went n sat on this beautiful dock where there were all these yachts n i just laid there n looked at the gorgeous sky and cried and it just felt so relieving... n then I walked around with Rob for a while and although we didn't exactly talk much about what was going on, somehow I just felt like I was able to let so much go... it was so... weird! Like I barely even know Rob but somehow he just made me feel so relaxed n stuff... I miss that kid ;-( I also laid on the sand n talked with him n just said completely random stuff n i just realized all the things in life that are so completely taken for granted and like... how much our lives are wasted on useless shit!!! which leads me to my talk with ashley...
I love ashley metz like, i really do, but tuesday night me n that girl had the BEST convo... just about life and girls and fake people and priorities n everything like it was just so awesome!!! n we related so well that i was just like oh my gosh how come there arent like multiples of you!!!! ahhhh i <3 my ashley metz!!! and my heather groff!!!
But now I'm back here, realizing how much homework I have to do but how little of it I have home to do... ugh... I need a vacation to get over the depresseion of coming back from vacation!!!
just got back from like the ultimately best vacation ever... i think this year was def ebtter than last year!!! I'm like so depressed to be back though.... it all just seems like some far away dream instead of reality! and its so cold here... in florida it was NOT cold! ill def post pictures soon... the ones that im starin at right now as i like cry my ass off! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Mother n I got in a huge fight at the airport in florida... i spent an hour n a half on the bathroom floor crying... suprisingly, it was daddy who came to the rescue with sprite n twizzlers n odd things to make me smile... i dont think I've ever had an actual full out conversation with my Dad about boys n stuff until today... I think I'm turning in to a Daddy's girl!
Key Largo was so fun to just get my mind off everything n relax n not think about the realities of life, school, stress etc... last night though after being reminded of some things i went n sat on this beautiful dock where there were all these yachts n i just laid there n looked at the gorgeous sky and cried and it just felt so relieving... n then I walked around with Rob for a while and although we didn't exactly talk much about what was going on, somehow I just felt like I was able to let so much go... it was so... weird! Like I barely even know Rob but somehow he just made me feel so relaxed n stuff... I miss that kid ;-( I also laid on the sand n talked with him n just said completely random stuff n i just realized all the things in life that are so completely taken for granted and like... how much our lives are wasted on useless shit!!! which leads me to my talk with ashley...
I love ashley metz like, i really do, but tuesday night me n that girl had the BEST convo... just about life and girls and fake people and priorities n everything like it was just so awesome!!! n we related so well that i was just like oh my gosh how come there arent like multiples of you!!!! ahhhh i <3 my ashley metz!!! and my heather groff!!!
But now I'm back here, realizing how much homework I have to do but how little of it I have home to do... ugh... I need a vacation to get over the depresseion of coming back from vacation!!!