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i have come to a realization.
Meaningless thoughts that should have come before they did, when they could have been actions.
one that basically makes me dislike myself.
Feeling as though we are all just ants that have been forgotten and allowed to run free.
and i dont know what to do about it.
The truth is i never know what to do. I am a lost boy in a grown ups world.
i have no proper way to describe how i feel...
And sometimes the earth shatters
But i know i need to fix it somehow. i just am unsure of how to still.
When the world ends, how will any of us find our way home?
Meaningless thoughts that should have come before they did, when they could have been actions.
one that basically makes me dislike myself.
Feeling as though we are all just ants that have been forgotten and allowed to run free.
and i dont know what to do about it.
The truth is i never know what to do. I am a lost boy in a grown ups world.
i have no proper way to describe how i feel...
And sometimes the earth shatters
But i know i need to fix it somehow. i just am unsure of how to still.
When the world ends, how will any of us find our way home?