ha like i deserve the one i need
well..thinks are getting worse.....i dont work till next tuesday..i need money..i planning on going over seas next summer i need to save now...i angry about that....dad just yelled at me for singing to "loud"...plus everyone tells me im this great awesome sexy and amazing guy...u have no idea how much pressure i get from that.......your so funny or something..and im afraid deep down im not that person.....that i can live up to the expectations that people have no idea they give me....and i guess thats my falt....my falt that i believe am the most unliked person at work....or that i cant stay with a girl cuz i dont believe that i deserve her..shes deserves better than me....my falt that im doomed to smoke a pack a day....or shut up when i need to cause i know that no one gives a fuck...and that i waste my breath.....or that i talk to much and the person is hearing me but not listening.....but im complaining again..i even drive away the people who try to help, cuz i dont want to open up..i can hear it now..u take your good life for granted or u should just be happy.....thats me..ill never learn....ttyl
Staind - take this
I can't believe how far I've come
Now watch me stumble and come undone
If you take away these memories
All that's left is just me
Cuz I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Anymore.
So you choose to break my heart
I should have seen this from this start
I'm haunted by your apathy
All that's left is killing me
Cuz I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Anymore.
You believe in the way you choose to be
I've always had to see the brighter side of this so I don't loose my faith
Now the sun has gone away
It's getting colder every day
So before I freeze to death there's something I should say
I don't want this
I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
And I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Though you say you understand you still won't face this
Can't erase this
I won't embrace this
Anymore.