Nov 29, 2006 15:34
I feel so...
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emo today...
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I don't know what life is about anymore.
I wanna cut my eyes out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111
I feel so APATHETIC... ... that I don't even know what it MEANS ANYMORE [just like I don't know what LIFE means anymore]
OMG I HAVE SOOO MANY PROBLEMS AND NO ONE CARES(such as....uh....um....)
And... David stole my cell phone. It made me so... ... hateful towards everyone for all of... ten seconds... OHHH DOCTOR PHILLLLLLLLL my life long love.
Annnnnd... ... ... YeahOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SOMEONE... OMG... SOMEONE... CALLED ME!!!!!!11ONETWOTHREEOMEOMEOME
MY SOUL IS AS BLACK AS MICHAEL JACKSON USED TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!1123
aND... tOGgLe RuLeZ0rz My LYf3@@#~!#^@)$^Q@
And I love to pretend I'm a really pretty person. Only at night. In the dark.
How did my day go? Welll. not like anyone CARES, but well... I got to school late today... and... the teacher yelled at me. I nearly cried when everyone laughed at me. And okay...david wasted all my cell phone money!!!!!!!:'(
Ok. So... basically... I mean... okay. I know I've posted it about like... fifty trillion times but that guy I love... yes I love him... I realized it like... in grade two when we went to seperate schools and I didn't even know his name... ... but... ... omg he is just soooo fuckin hott... hott with two tee's... ... cause he's JUST THAT HOTT! And... like... ...
Yeah...
him.
I... he...
... well... here's the depressing part.. he doesn't know my name.
But I mean... I know enough about him that like... I found out his email cause I like... well.. I guess legally it's called STALKING... but I'm not one for legalities [yoooo anarchy] so like... yeah...
I mean... I ate lunch in the bathroom again today. No one would let me sit beside them in the cafeteria, and security kicked me out of sheppard because they didn't give me any money. God i hate my parents ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111oneeleven
Why?
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Cause they're kicking me off the fucking cmputer...
So I have to like... get off.
I like.. still love him more than my pathetically emo life. But that... doesn't say much... cause I mean... I hate life... I guess I should say I'm more addicted to him than I am to the sight of my own, calming blood. Gawd I'm craving now -_-.
Where's my razor?
Bye bye. I just found my metallic best friend.
Love nothing except him!!!
Bye!
PS... I should clean it cause the blood is really starting to rust it... and you KNOWWWW the best way to get the most cuts in one area is to keep them CLEAN AND UNINFECTED!!11two.
Not... love...
Here...
Hate,
Emo.
cutty-cut-cut.