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[staind56]

i really wish i could find something that could make me happy. i really don't know where my life is going.
i feel so empty.
i feel like nothing good is happening in it.
i feel alone.
i feel like no one likes me anymore.
i feel like hurting is the only feelings left in me.
i feel like i need somebody to hold me.
i feel like i need to hear someone tell me they love me and mean it.
i feel like i have problems but i don't want to admit them.
i feel like i'm unsure about everything.
i feel like i'm drowning.
i feel like standing in the rain is the only sense of freedom.
i feel like telling someone i still love them.
i feel like if i tell them it will only blow up in my face.
i feel like i need to admit when i'm wrong.
i feel like feelings are slipping away, quickly.

sorry to waste you're time, if you ever read this entry.