miserable
I feel like I'm living a bad dream. Dan and I are no more or at least that's the current situation. I can't stop crying. Plus I feel that it's mainly my fault. Then I went to a party with David and Tricia and none of the guys there were worth my life at all. All I could think of was how I wished Dan was there. I feel so lost because he was my whole world. Anyway I almost lost my phone at the party and I had to crawl under the deck where there were broken beer bottles and when I found my phone there was a piece of chewed up gum on it... adorable I know. So now David is sleeping on my floor and I'm still getting out my bad feelings. I don't know if they'll ever all be gone.