Please read me...allie_sucksSeptember 21 2006, 05:30:49 UTC
I know you want me to leave you alone. And I am going to do just that. I promise.
I just need to apologize again.
I did not mean to hurt you. It was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I just had a lot of frustration and that just became my way of venting it. I am more than sorry. I feel like I abused you tonight. No one deserves that. Especially someone who loved me and was as huge a part of my life as you were. I just don't think before I talk - one of my many flaws.
I know I have cut wounds into you that are probably deeper than anything that you're ever felt, but please believe me when I say that I never meant to hurt you. I only hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me, and to let me try to heal those wounds.
Just remember that you're little boy loves you, and will wait as long as it takes to see you again. Even if it means forever. Thats what real love is about.
No words can describe what you mean to me, and I hope that someday soon, you too will be able to say the same thing once again.
I will be thinking of you always - and nothing is going to change that.
Re: Please read me...stagnantreposeSeptember 22 2006, 17:12:17 UTC
Stay out of this journal, it is a Friends Only Journal for an obvious reason. Don't reply to this, I don't need your comments in here. I can handle my personal life on my own, I don't need you to help out.
I just need to apologize again.
I did not mean to hurt you. It was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I just had a lot of frustration and that just became my way of venting it. I am more than sorry. I feel like I abused you tonight. No one deserves that. Especially someone who loved me and was as huge a part of my life as you were. I just don't think before I talk - one of my many flaws.
I know I have cut wounds into you that are probably deeper than anything that you're ever felt, but please believe me when I say that I never meant to hurt you. I only hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me, and to let me try to heal those wounds.
Just remember that you're little boy loves you, and will wait as long as it takes to see you again. Even if it means forever. Thats what real love is about.
No words can describe what you mean to me, and I hope that someday soon, you too will be able to say the same thing once again.
I will be thinking of you always - and nothing is going to change that.
I love you.
Forever your's alone,
Jon
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