Sep 29, 2006 04:46
Ok It has been a little while since I updated this thing and I didn’t feel right having someone read a blog that it really old. Well some things have been going on, I guess. School is going alright. Test and papers make it not what I want it to be but oh well. I am really looking forward to coming home for break for a number of reasons. Really looking to going to BW3 with James as we usually do like a guys night out when I am home, yea we going again btw and get ready for another 50 hot wings (and try not to leave all the HOT ones for me, bastard. Hopefully Savannah and some of that group will not be too busy with the babies to hang out, however I’m excited to see the babies as well and the new house since things have been moved in more. But I am at least dragging Gabe to play some; I’ve got some stuff I want to play with. I also get my “super special” computer back after it has been worked on…and hopefully it will be fine for the future. Looking forward to going to a club that I didn’t know existed in Lynchburg with Kalani; we’re going to get our grove on. Planning on seeing Josh Dalton and Midkiff, David Blevins and (hopefully) Green, Ralph, and whoever else I run into at the A-town Wal-Mart, which still fascinates me that it is actually there and whatever else has sprung up since I was last home. I also want to try to go to the D-Day Memorial, and since I don’t thing anyone else wants to go with me I am going to try to take my dad, make it a day of it. Haven’t figured what I want to do with my mom yet but I want to spend some single parent quality time and then have dinner with them one night or something like that. And even I may find some time to spend with my brother, probably use that fact that he works at Applebee’s to my advantage and if he is not doing something too important we might do something. So yea my four or so days home are going to be busy, I know I will not be able to spend all the time I want to with people, so if you get with me first for that prime time slot you will get first priority on the things I haven’t already planned. Also if I haven’t mentioned you and you want to hang out just drop me a message. Also I guess I get to meet James and Gabe’s new girlfriends
Oh the church finally got back with me. It was the answer that I wanted and didn’t at the same time. They said that they decided that they were going on another path and they thanked me for applying. Well…yet another church that didn’t want me. However, I really got the feeling that I wasn’t supposed to be there anyway. But on a lighter note the Presbyterian Church has still seemed eager to interview me. I just hope they decide that I am what they want. It’s really a great church from what I know so far, a lot of the things I want. It just all has become an uplifting and disheartening experience all around.
Also, it’s been really odd but I haven’t really been myself here lately. Not externally (for the most part) but internally. I for the weekend and first part of the week I was having all these really deep thought processes (which probably came from me studying for my liberation theology test, which is always a humbling time because I cant stop from stopping and reflecting on how I live life while I am doing anything with that class, I hate it and love it at the same time), then I had a day where it seemed that I couldn’t feel anything emotionally. It was really freaky. One thing that I have been pondering is the idea of morality and a moral life, and whether if I know what either is really. If you want me to explain just ask I’d rather explain it to individual people than a general summary.
Hopefully I will get to see Melvin before he goes to Chicago to star in jerry Springer shows, lol, or hopefully something bigger. I need to stop by and see Deven as well. Also I need more time to spend with TDX (which I have some ideas for a few new members that will be able to be around for a while); with me working I haven’t been able to do much of that. But I am getting some time off. I need to call Zach and see what he is up to. ARRRG so many people so little time. I just want you to know that I am thinking about all of you at some point everyday, and I love you all and really looking forward to having some kind of communication soon. May you all have calm and clean todays and beautiful tomorrows