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I’m in love with Wonder Woman - my girl friend that is. Three jobs and 18.5 credits this semester - in addition to needy me, she’s amazing. I am truly blessed that Katherine spends any time with me or that she finds the energy to when she can! But it’s easy for her, because she’s Wonder Woman. I wonder how she does it all. How she goes all day and all night and doesn’t use cocaine or drink copious amounts of coffee is really an inspiration that I feel I’ll be drawing on this year.
As of late I’ve been creative. I’ve written about 30 pages for a show that will remain “Untitled” until I go public with the concept. I’ve worked my way into the “Marketing Director” position for a theatre company in Minneapolis, in addition to sending out my resume and headshot and going to auditions - even for a movie last week!. This is all new, yet familiar… I’m just chasing the dream a little more frequently. That really adds to my overall glow of life-satisfaction. You know?
Slowly, bit by bit, things are coming together. It’s nice to feel like my life is coming together. It’s nice to know that things aren’t as far off as they once seemed. I feel - stable and sane. Didn’t think those two would go into the same sentence.
There was one other thing I wanted to jot down about my relationship with Katherine and the spats that we wadded through over her X-max break… On her site she attributed our grumbly nature to not communicating the way we wanted to: in person. I agree with that. However, the other part of it rests on my jealous shoulders. Katherine is a great woman and I don’t blame others for wanting her to be apart of their lives, nor do I hold any grudge against her desire to have her friends in her life. Again, the problem has always rested on my shoulders - my insecure, immature, constantly seeking reassuring words - shoulders. I need to curb my jealous tendencies if I want to keep my Wonder Woman. Katherine I’m sorry I’m such a butt. I’m working on it… Really, I am.
~mj
As of late I’ve been creative. I’ve written about 30 pages for a show that will remain “Untitled” until I go public with the concept. I’ve worked my way into the “Marketing Director” position for a theatre company in Minneapolis, in addition to sending out my resume and headshot and going to auditions - even for a movie last week!. This is all new, yet familiar… I’m just chasing the dream a little more frequently. That really adds to my overall glow of life-satisfaction. You know?
Slowly, bit by bit, things are coming together. It’s nice to feel like my life is coming together. It’s nice to know that things aren’t as far off as they once seemed. I feel - stable and sane. Didn’t think those two would go into the same sentence.
There was one other thing I wanted to jot down about my relationship with Katherine and the spats that we wadded through over her X-max break… On her site she attributed our grumbly nature to not communicating the way we wanted to: in person. I agree with that. However, the other part of it rests on my jealous shoulders. Katherine is a great woman and I don’t blame others for wanting her to be apart of their lives, nor do I hold any grudge against her desire to have her friends in her life. Again, the problem has always rested on my shoulders - my insecure, immature, constantly seeking reassuring words - shoulders. I need to curb my jealous tendencies if I want to keep my Wonder Woman. Katherine I’m sorry I’m such a butt. I’m working on it… Really, I am.
~mj