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Yes, everything i said this morning i meant!
Some of you have let me down, you let me fall and there was no one to pick me up- but just remeber by letting me fall i will not be there for you in the future. I am glad i have at least a few good friends who will always be there for me. Some people fell harder then me, and they really had no one to turn to. If we want to be immature tennagers then i cause i can play the game too, but i thought we were all mature people, and i think we should bite the bullet and fess up to what we have done, and extend true apolagies but not just because we feel we should, because those are the worst. I might seem angry and i guess i am a bit angry, but i am sad, but most of all disappointed in many people including myself. Some of the things i did i wouldnt have done under certain situations, but its just the heat of the moment, and the people i feel that i hurt i have apologized to.
My life just seems such a mess right now--- but i will hang out and try to get through cause i know that is what i have to do... my life is too short to just let little things bug me, each day bring me a day closer to the end and i have to take each moment, enjoy them, enjoy my friends, enjoy my family, and enjoy all the shit that life brings.
I'd Give It All For You
I had a house while you were gone
The week after you left me
I found a couple acres
Near Sarilla Park
I had a house while you were gone
A house with silver shutters
And a driveway laid in marble
And thousands of rooms to fill
And miles of space to fly
And I tried to believe it,
It was better without you
I was safer alone
No, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all to hold you again
To feel I'm completed
To know there and then
That all that I needed
Was you to fight the fear
And now you're here
I took a trip while I was gone
I cashed in all my savings
And bought an Eldorado
Drove to Tennessee
I took a trip while I was gone
I drove across the country
And I stopped at lots of diners
And stared at a million stars
And thought I could touch the sky
And I tried to believe it,
It was better without you
I was finally free
No, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it ‘cause the mountains I climb
Get higher and higher
I'm running from time
And walking through fire
And dreams just don't come true
But now there's you
God knows it's easy to hide,
Easy to hide from the things that you feel
And harder to blindly trust
What you can't understand
God knows it's easy to run,
Easy to run from the people you love
And harder to stand and fight
For the things you believe
Nothing about us was perfect or clear
But when paradise calls me
I'd rather be here
There's something between us
That nobody else needs to see
There were oceans to cross
There were mountains to conquer
And I stood on the shore
And I stood on the cliff
And the second before I jumped
I knew where I needed to be
Oh, I gave it all for you
I gave it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I gave it all for you
I gave it ‘cause it's harder to touch
The things that are dearer
I love you too much
To trust something clearer
I know I fell too far
But here you are
School sucks right now--- i have to raise my french grade bad--- i have a 72??? whcih i dont get.... i made up a few quizzes so that should help, i think english and government are okay...just with my app out i want my grades as high as they can be.
I just dont know so many things, and i dont like that, but i guess i cant change that---
I am sry for the ranting, but i have to get it off of my chest
Mar
Some of you have let me down, you let me fall and there was no one to pick me up- but just remeber by letting me fall i will not be there for you in the future. I am glad i have at least a few good friends who will always be there for me. Some people fell harder then me, and they really had no one to turn to. If we want to be immature tennagers then i cause i can play the game too, but i thought we were all mature people, and i think we should bite the bullet and fess up to what we have done, and extend true apolagies but not just because we feel we should, because those are the worst. I might seem angry and i guess i am a bit angry, but i am sad, but most of all disappointed in many people including myself. Some of the things i did i wouldnt have done under certain situations, but its just the heat of the moment, and the people i feel that i hurt i have apologized to.
My life just seems such a mess right now--- but i will hang out and try to get through cause i know that is what i have to do... my life is too short to just let little things bug me, each day bring me a day closer to the end and i have to take each moment, enjoy them, enjoy my friends, enjoy my family, and enjoy all the shit that life brings.
I'd Give It All For You
I had a house while you were gone
The week after you left me
I found a couple acres
Near Sarilla Park
I had a house while you were gone
A house with silver shutters
And a driveway laid in marble
And thousands of rooms to fill
And miles of space to fly
And I tried to believe it,
It was better without you
I was safer alone
No, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all to hold you again
To feel I'm completed
To know there and then
That all that I needed
Was you to fight the fear
And now you're here
I took a trip while I was gone
I cashed in all my savings
And bought an Eldorado
Drove to Tennessee
I took a trip while I was gone
I drove across the country
And I stopped at lots of diners
And stared at a million stars
And thought I could touch the sky
And I tried to believe it,
It was better without you
I was finally free
No, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I'd give it all for you
I'd give it ‘cause the mountains I climb
Get higher and higher
I'm running from time
And walking through fire
And dreams just don't come true
But now there's you
God knows it's easy to hide,
Easy to hide from the things that you feel
And harder to blindly trust
What you can't understand
God knows it's easy to run,
Easy to run from the people you love
And harder to stand and fight
For the things you believe
Nothing about us was perfect or clear
But when paradise calls me
I'd rather be here
There's something between us
That nobody else needs to see
There were oceans to cross
There were mountains to conquer
And I stood on the shore
And I stood on the cliff
And the second before I jumped
I knew where I needed to be
Oh, I gave it all for you
I gave it all for you by my side once more
Oh, I gave it all for you
I gave it ‘cause it's harder to touch
The things that are dearer
I love you too much
To trust something clearer
I know I fell too far
But here you are
School sucks right now--- i have to raise my french grade bad--- i have a 72??? whcih i dont get.... i made up a few quizzes so that should help, i think english and government are okay...just with my app out i want my grades as high as they can be.
I just dont know so many things, and i dont like that, but i guess i cant change that---
I am sry for the ranting, but i have to get it off of my chest
Mar