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Well to SUM up the last few days :STRESS
Well Beauty was fine-- because i can stand the production staff and the director.
I havent been to children's theatre since sunday---so tonight being the dress rehearsal is importent.....but i am not stressed about childrens at all.....
Its fiddler that i am ready to have an anerism about..... Told paul last night that i will not be there today.....wasnt happy about that..... then i had to tell him that carla wouldnt be at the tech....and that I WILL NOT call the show.....
He said that he would think about it at 3am---i think to just make me feel guilty..... I am the stage manager--and i run the show---if he wants some one to call it he can fine himself a new stage manager.... I will never work for him or this production crew except maybe for john......
So i was stressed....michael and carla helped a little, but i felt like i was gonna be sick all night----
and i am still stressed---this is the only show that i have felt this stressed for and its not even hell week......
I couldnt get to sleep last night. because i was so worked up.... Thank you for all who are helping me get through this....
Carla found out my secret last night--- maybe this will work out---i am not getting my hopes up---hopefully he will be in the next show---so i dont have to rush it--- i think this might be what i need right now.... But what i really need is a vacation but that probally wont happen till april break which is what 8 months away..... i will be fine---i just need to take this one day at a time...
Leave comments if you want---
Marissa
Well Beauty was fine-- because i can stand the production staff and the director.
I havent been to children's theatre since sunday---so tonight being the dress rehearsal is importent.....but i am not stressed about childrens at all.....
Its fiddler that i am ready to have an anerism about..... Told paul last night that i will not be there today.....wasnt happy about that..... then i had to tell him that carla wouldnt be at the tech....and that I WILL NOT call the show.....
He said that he would think about it at 3am---i think to just make me feel guilty..... I am the stage manager--and i run the show---if he wants some one to call it he can fine himself a new stage manager.... I will never work for him or this production crew except maybe for john......
So i was stressed....michael and carla helped a little, but i felt like i was gonna be sick all night----
and i am still stressed---this is the only show that i have felt this stressed for and its not even hell week......
I couldnt get to sleep last night. because i was so worked up.... Thank you for all who are helping me get through this....
Carla found out my secret last night--- maybe this will work out---i am not getting my hopes up---hopefully he will be in the next show---so i dont have to rush it--- i think this might be what i need right now.... But what i really need is a vacation but that probally wont happen till april break which is what 8 months away..... i will be fine---i just need to take this one day at a time...
Leave comments if you want---
Marissa