Apr 06, 2007 00:09
...I want to know HOW YOU LIVE WITH YOURSELF! honestly. how can you live a lie for so long? and such an important one too.Sure it may have been a joke in the beginning but come on, seriously, GROW UP and act the age you actually are.
I should say that I regret ever liking you, kissing you. but I am long over that(especially now) but you know what? "Forget Regret, or Life is Yours to Miss"
You DID take advantage of me. You used my mushy romantic heart to fool me and make me think you were something more than a scum bag. I will not forgive you for that. I gave you something that was very important to me because I thought you were worth it. I guess I was wrong. why did I waste something that good on you? you are not worth it for me or anybody. I hope Karma turns right around and bites you in the ass! and even more I hope I am there to see it and sit back and laugh. Karma is a bitch! She's gonna get you and it will be grand!.
but I am not going to be a pessimist. everything happens for a reason so instead, I thank you for showing me that I am capable to open my heart up that much to another individual. thank you for teaching me that I am more of an Adult than you will EVER be. and thank you for helping me to realize what is actually important in my life. right now you are not one of them. and it will take a while for me to trust you and let others trust you again.
I am not waiting and if you never talk to me again I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!
Just thought I would let you know.