sleep first thnk clearer tomorrow
So basically he told me that he thinks I am a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart, and that he is definitely attracted to me in more ways than one. :) He apologized for being an ass, and hurting me in the smallest way. He said that it hurts him to the core that I have been giving him the cold shoulder instead of beaming my wonderful infectious smile down on him.
But also he said that he is still quite bitter from his last relationship. personally I don't blame him. She was a bitch. It is just that he doesn't want anything serious right now. Which I can completely understand. I really really don't want to lose him. I like him A LOT! it sucks to lose a friend. but I don't know if I could do the whole friend with benefits,no commitments, no relationship(other than friendship) thing.
I think I am already way too attached. Which is my fault. I should not have been so eager for something so happy and good.
I guess I will think about this more clearly after sleep. I need lots of it. I have not slept for 64 hours(due to mid terms and him).I am pretty much a vegetable, and my brain is mush. so heres to catching some zzz's and getting up for rehearsal in the morning. Good night.
But also he said that he is still quite bitter from his last relationship. personally I don't blame him. She was a bitch. It is just that he doesn't want anything serious right now. Which I can completely understand. I really really don't want to lose him. I like him A LOT! it sucks to lose a friend. but I don't know if I could do the whole friend with benefits,no commitments, no relationship(other than friendship) thing.
I think I am already way too attached. Which is my fault. I should not have been so eager for something so happy and good.
I guess I will think about this more clearly after sleep. I need lots of it. I have not slept for 64 hours(due to mid terms and him).I am pretty much a vegetable, and my brain is mush. so heres to catching some zzz's and getting up for rehearsal in the morning. Good night.