Oct 19, 2006 23:51
Why is it that this has hit me like a wave?
Why am i torn between them?
Why do I feel these things?
Why can't I just live my normal life?
Why can't I just figure out this new one?
How can I like them both?
How can I fix this so no one gets hurt... even if I don't know about it?
How can I just stop caring?
How can I not give in to my heart?
I am so lost and don't know what to do. I guess we will just see who works faster and wins the race. That is probably a really bad philosophy to have but I am stickin to it.