The future just arrived and I want it to go away
Well I thought I had it all planned out. I thought I knew where I was going. LCC for the Associates and MSTAP and then transfer to a 4 year to get my bachelors after that. But now? I have no fucking clue.
The Program went to the scene shop today and met up with MW. He gave us a shit ton of info about MSTAP and the different associates degrees, application process and what not. I was stoked. This morning I was more than ready to be done with high school and on to LCC full time to continue my tech education.
Then I got home... I explained it all to my parents who were of course less than pleased. According to Pat I can finish both the Associates of Applied Science and MSTAP in two years if I work my ass off. I have no problem with that, but my parents do. Dad made the point that I should forget LCC and head straight into a 4 year college. Okay but... its a bit late to start applying now!!!!
I didn't apply any where because I wanted to go to LCC. Now I'm not so sure. I really want to go to U of M but I don't think I'll make it. CMU wanted apps ending yesterday. I'M FUCKED! and my father is mad at me. On the surface he is telling me to do what I feel is right and that he'll be proud of me no matter what I choose, but really I know that he wants me to forget LCC and forget the program that I'm in and go to a 4 year next year... preferably U of M... I don't know that I can. and I don't know what to do.