I haz journal!
Woah fuck! I have an LJ and once in a while I actually use it. Feel inspired as of late so here I am clogging your friends page. To be honest, its been a trying time. I have had my entire career choice questioned, my confidence dashed and me crying in my car as I drive home. Well, I am not so happy, sales are really down at the hotel and as a result I have not worked in three weeks. Its frustrating, I was getting in the groove and loving cooking again only to have it ripped away. It sucks, but I am not cracking like I usually do. I am working on finding some new place to get some hours in.
And since I have some free time,I am hanging with some friends. They actually call me and invite me out. Showed me this great pizza place and asian market that is awesome. All the stress I had with people in the past seems to have melted off me.Though I do find little pieces of it on me. I'm emo for a day and try to move on.
Trying so hard to be friends with people, it shouldn't be that hard. I am slowly learning that it isn't. I am not as horrible a person as I thought. I laugh more, I feel happy. Its weird. I admit people in the past have hurt me,and what pissed me off the most is that I let it happen. I don't blame people for stuff like that, histrionics and beating dead horses never get me anywhere. Maybe even one day we can be civil with each other. Who knows? I'm up for it.
While I search, I am working on some side projects. I am working on my stuffs for Katsucon and I am so proud of myself. Maybe I can convince someone to take pics of them once I make the final touches. Greece, I just need boots and I have located a pair. Also working on another version of him, I must find fabric and a belt for it to be finished. And Cyprus, I need to talk to Jamie about the hat and how to figure it out and Turkey's bitch is finished! I also have a variant of Mukuro in the works. I just need a tie and done. I am so glad I found that shop downtown! It helped a lot. Kukukukukukuuuuu. It will be fun~ I am also excited for the HCC table, I have some ideas Angela! Hit me up and we can flesh it out.
Whew, it took me a while but I am getting there. Tori for the win! Oh and moving to California next year.....and Jeff wants to move with me. ahahahaha....yea
/fail at epic and dramatic ending
And since I have some free time,I am hanging with some friends. They actually call me and invite me out. Showed me this great pizza place and asian market that is awesome. All the stress I had with people in the past seems to have melted off me.Though I do find little pieces of it on me. I'm emo for a day and try to move on.
Trying so hard to be friends with people, it shouldn't be that hard. I am slowly learning that it isn't. I am not as horrible a person as I thought. I laugh more, I feel happy. Its weird. I admit people in the past have hurt me,and what pissed me off the most is that I let it happen. I don't blame people for stuff like that, histrionics and beating dead horses never get me anywhere. Maybe even one day we can be civil with each other. Who knows? I'm up for it.
While I search, I am working on some side projects. I am working on my stuffs for Katsucon and I am so proud of myself. Maybe I can convince someone to take pics of them once I make the final touches. Greece, I just need boots and I have located a pair. Also working on another version of him, I must find fabric and a belt for it to be finished. And Cyprus, I need to talk to Jamie about the hat and how to figure it out and Turkey's bitch is finished! I also have a variant of Mukuro in the works. I just need a tie and done. I am so glad I found that shop downtown! It helped a lot. Kukukukukukuuuuu. It will be fun~ I am also excited for the HCC table, I have some ideas Angela! Hit me up and we can flesh it out.
Whew, it took me a while but I am getting there. Tori for the win! Oh and moving to California next year.....and Jeff wants to move with me. ahahahaha....yea
/fail at epic and dramatic ending