Not all bad......
Yea, I'm contemplative, shoot me. W/E.
Update on Tori's doings:
Funk is lifting, working on said issues and such. Dealing with insecurities and self-inflicted isolations. Trying not to take the word no as the end of the world. Things are not always going to go the way you expect them to and that is a fact of life. Thanks for those who helped me with this. Y'all rock the socks. I think I'm on the way to be a better Tori. Hope I don't relapse.
Work sitch is not so happy at the deli. Big boss is still after me. Even after covering shifts, sucking up,and running the department single handedly for nearly a week. Fuck, this crap again. Didn't get the coffeehouse job, even after 3 interviews. Meh. Diner job is good but demanding. Will be working doubles for a bit, eh its cool, tiring, but cool. At least I have one day off, I will be spending it either:
A. Sleeping
B. Cosplay doings <---seriously need to tone it down after AUSA. Sleep is far more important. That and getting serious about cooking.
c. Spending time with my friends<---LOOKING AT YOU F-LIST, text me~!
Chores are piling up, bills are being paid off slowly. Knees still hurt even after meds, but only if I stand in one place for a while. If I walk, its not too bad, have a bit of a limp and wake up a little uncomfortable (I was so tempted to say stiff xD), but okay. Will be getting test results soon and making appointment with orthopedist (if can ever get through to the office) Looks like no more danceoffs for a while. Trying not to get discouraged. I do not want to go back to that dark place,I have too many reasons not to now. Yea, I'm contemplative, shoot me. W/E.
COSPLAY:
Ota doings tentavily are:
Rhode- D. Gray-man (black and white manga version)
Orca- Air Gear
Gokudera- Reborn! (casual version)
Yayoi- Loveless (I blame Meg for this one, well half blame,been on my back burner for a bit)
Manta- Shaman King (be wanting to this one for a bit,shorties need love too!)
Captain Hinamori -Non canon, w/e, I likes it and its cute. Nay sayers- stfu
Piranha- Jet Grind Radio - Just for the shoot
Buuuuut, I am playing with the idea of Unohana atm, since she has that look scares even the 11th division into submission. Might make for a few interesting pics. We'll see if I make it to Ota, as I'm still looking for some crash space. <-----broken record, yes. Oh well.
Future doings for the season:
Satoshi- Gakuen Heaven
Akira- Princess Princess
Eagle Vision- MKR
Eventually want to do (but in no real rush to finish)
Seong Mi-na -2P Soul Calibur 3
Ball- 666satan
Ukyo- Ranma 1/2
Kurogane- Tsubasa
Xelloss- Slayers
Nobu- NANA
Hiroyuki- Parakiss <--- pretty much a closet cosplay, fairly accurate though
Update on Tori's doings:
Funk is lifting, working on said issues and such. Dealing with insecurities and self-inflicted isolations. Trying not to take the word no as the end of the world. Things are not always going to go the way you expect them to and that is a fact of life. Thanks for those who helped me with this. Y'all rock the socks. I think I'm on the way to be a better Tori. Hope I don't relapse.
Work sitch is not so happy at the deli. Big boss is still after me. Even after covering shifts, sucking up,and running the department single handedly for nearly a week. Fuck, this crap again. Didn't get the coffeehouse job, even after 3 interviews. Meh. Diner job is good but demanding. Will be working doubles for a bit, eh its cool, tiring, but cool. At least I have one day off, I will be spending it either:
A. Sleeping
B. Cosplay doings <---seriously need to tone it down after AUSA. Sleep is far more important. That and getting serious about cooking.
c. Spending time with my friends<---LOOKING AT YOU F-LIST, text me~!
Chores are piling up, bills are being paid off slowly. Knees still hurt even after meds, but only if I stand in one place for a while. If I walk, its not too bad, have a bit of a limp and wake up a little uncomfortable (I was so tempted to say stiff xD), but okay. Will be getting test results soon and making appointment with orthopedist (if can ever get through to the office) Looks like no more danceoffs for a while. Trying not to get discouraged. I do not want to go back to that dark place,I have too many reasons not to now. Yea, I'm contemplative, shoot me. W/E.
COSPLAY:
Ota doings tentavily are:
Rhode- D. Gray-man (black and white manga version)
Orca- Air Gear
Gokudera- Reborn! (casual version)
Yayoi- Loveless (I blame Meg for this one, well half blame,been on my back burner for a bit)
Manta- Shaman King (be wanting to this one for a bit,shorties need love too!)
Captain Hinamori -Non canon, w/e, I likes it and its cute. Nay sayers- stfu
Piranha- Jet Grind Radio - Just for the shoot
Buuuuut, I am playing with the idea of Unohana atm, since she has that look scares even the 11th division into submission. Might make for a few interesting pics. We'll see if I make it to Ota, as I'm still looking for some crash space. <-----broken record, yes. Oh well.
Future doings for the season:
Satoshi- Gakuen Heaven
Akira- Princess Princess
Eagle Vision- MKR
Eventually want to do (but in no real rush to finish)
Seong Mi-na -2P Soul Calibur 3
Ball- 666satan
Ukyo- Ranma 1/2
Kurogane- Tsubasa
Xelloss- Slayers
Nobu- NANA
Hiroyuki- Parakiss <--- pretty much a closet cosplay, fairly accurate though